Heya! My name is Lily! I'm 34. Trans female, I use she/her pronouns. I'm from Upstate New York. 🙂 

I am Wiccan and a Druid and I just started looking into Jediism.  

In the past, I have done some meditations. It’s definitely something I need to be better at. I know meditation is important in Jediism. I want to pursue Jediism to practice being still. I want to think about my actions before I do something, and understand my feelings and why I feel them. Therapy is helping but I want to add a spiritual approach that my other paths aren’t tackling.

I want to be better at focusing. I have a hard time calming my mind enough to actually work on something I care about. I always end up regretting how I use my time by doing mindless stuff and not writing more or reading more. If I could focus more, I can better myself day to day.

I want to learn more. Reading more and experiencing more. Expanding my knowledge that I have been so unfocused to learn.

With my focus being practiced, I can start to learn more and experience more. That will allow me to better myself. I have been wanting to dedicate my time to my spirituality. I have wanted to dedicate my time to a career. I have wanted to dedicate my remaining time to hobbies that I have dropped so easily. 

Thank you for listening to my rant, and I hope everyone here has a great day!